On Fast Cars and Ownership

I don't know what I want anymore.

I thought I did

I thought I did and you showed up and gave me some

gave me a taste

a taste of you

and what I'd always wanted

and then you took it away

and I don't know what I want anymore

I don't know what any of it means

I don't even know who I am

You gave me warnings

said I'd never be able to go back

that a sedan just wouldn't cut it

after you drove me around the track in the fastest car I'd ever seen

and then you left me

not even in a sedan

you just left me

left me to walk

while you sat

naive as I am

was I wrong?

did you lie?

what the hell were you thinking anyway

and who gave you the right 

to say yes

and then no

just because you didn't know the damage you would do

to someone you didn't know

enough

so now I don't know what I want anymore

but I don't want this

I don't want this

perhaps we should fall in love again

you with me

the way it started

you falling

the words tumbling drunkenly out of your mouth and you stopping yourself with an oops

"I didn't mean to say that"

so perhaps we should fall in love again

so you can see how it feels

to be left

or maybe that's it

you already know

and this is your revenge

your taking it out on the rest of us

for her

for you

for the together life stole

maybe the last and the next and I all suffer

because you won't love

you'll only leave

just tell me this

tell me you won't drive the next one

fast around the track

and leave her walking

and not knowing what she wants